Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Day 5 Pt 2.

I suppose I should start this addendum by saying that I do not always
get time or remember everything that happens in a day. Often I am
rushed, usually I'm standing in the wash room trying not to look to
suspicious as I type away on my pda fone gizmo. Last night for
instance after composing my note for the day I was asked my two very
nice very alternative Dutch nationals to partake in a few glasses of
pastise before bed. We had a wonderful conversation sitting under the
stars we talked about Tolkin, Monty Python, backpacking told stories
and made jokes. I did not mention this earlier because I simply
forgot. I also failed to mention that it took me an hour to find my
way out of Josselin not because as a solo traveller I did not want to
admit I was lost but because again its not so easy to do on the fly.
However I do plan to reread all of my posts when I finish this journey
and add anything I forgot or did not realise till later in a sort of
epilogue. But there is one thing I do feel I should mention now and
that is the deep sense of lonelyness I feel during this trip. Mostly
when I am on remote forest highways by myself or in a campsite in a
forest late at night or when I sit in a pub surrounded by strangers
who do not speak my language. These are when I feel it most. I think
it is because I am never normally along, certainly not for more than a
couple of hours and if I want to talk to someone I can but here I
cannot, not in the way I need to. Basically I have no friends here
although I am surrounded by friendly folk. Today I almost cried on the
phone with my girl, I can't explain why it just came over me as we
exchanged the regular lovers banter. But I really felt and meant it
when I said I love you, I had a lump in my throat. I think this is
more than a bike trip to me now, it is a gateway to a set of emotions
I could never of experienced living as I did in Ireland, I was too
comfortable there. I do not care how long I stay on the road, it has
already shown me what I want and need, funny it did not take long but
I've always been hyper sensitive. Good night my friends.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

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fotosis said...

excellent site brenda, thanks i'll add it to our blog! i'll be sure to pass this on to RV later tonight! I love the idea of the adult tricycle, it's hilarious, fun and practical.

i know houston well, i imagine so much of the city isn't the most easy to navigate on bike yet there are many newer places i discovered last time i was there that were great for walking. a funny thing is that drivers would often feel compelled to pullover to ask me if i was alright because i was walking in some parts!

we still plan to build a tandem that we can each carry so i hope i won't hinder RV's mobility but we need a way to reach some farther parts of the city soon as summer is coming and we have many festivals and events to attend.

rgds, RV's Girl